@Luminous I have made a new questionnaire, as the other one I gave in this thread felt very inconsistent and terrible, so I put here an updated questionnaire in case you decided to give a shot in typing me
- How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
I'm currently 24 years old, I have discovered MBTI when I was around 16 to 17 years old, MBTI interested me because I thought it would be cool to discover what is my personality type, and where I potentialy stand on the stage, which has been intriguing me. However this developed in some prejudice into certain types, there are certain types that I generaly dislike and wish I would not be those types, such as INFP or ISFP, I just dont like Fi doms at all. Pretty much I have a competitive streak and the type I least want to be is the emotional and incompetitive Fi dom.
- Is there a medical diagnosis that impact your mental/comportamental stability somehow?
I was diagnosed with ADHD during my childhood, next I was diagnosed with OCD during my adolescent years, around the age of 15 to 16. Next I was diagnosed with Anxiety disorders and Psychosis when I was 19 years old.
- Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?
I used to have both Mother and Father, but that was only till the age of 3 (Very young), after that I lived with a single Father for the rest of my childhood and adolescence and early adulthood, till I moved out to a hostel at the age of 22.
My parents we're not hardcore religious, infact they didnt take religion seriously at all. However as I live in Israel, I had this jewish discipline from Kindergarden and school, although I did not take any of the religious stuff and bible seriously, I basicaly thought that religious way of living seems to be restricting your freedom of self-determination and pursuit, however I did respect some of the customs that came with it, as long as it did make sense and we're reasonable.
For how my releationship was with my Father, it was question of discipline. My Father taught me discipline and was supportive at first, because I had interest in stuff such as computers and video game, however he dissapointed with me as he expected me to be interested in computers professionaly, rather than just indulging in video games, eventualy I grew and grew more rebelious against my Father's wishes to discipline me as I find it very constrictive on my own freedom.
- What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?
Currently I am working on a coffee shop. While I had previous workplaces, however they we're boring and not fast paced enough. I work in a coffee shop because I find the enjoyment of serving others, while enjoying the dynamic work ethic, it is a place where I can put my serving skills to a test and prove myself. Plus it pays me money.
- If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
While I would feel relief that it would take some workload off of me and let me focus on other things, I would agree though that it would feel as if I am missing out on worthwhile stuff, It's not that I would feel lonely since I am no stranger to such feeling, but I would sure feel somewhat refreshed and be ready to take on the next challenges.
- What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage in?
It's a mix of outdoors and Indoors. In Indoors I do enjoy video games, as it allows me to put my creative skills to a test, as for outdoors I enjoy going to restaurants or coffees to enjoy a good tasty meal, and somewhat socialising and getting to know others if I am with other people and not alone.
- How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
I sometimes enjoy reading about astronomy and psychology, as I am very curious about how our world and our mind works and functions, it is very intriguing to me to uncover the truths that construct our own world and ourselves and what lies behind the veil of mystery.
- Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
I generaly do not take leadership positions because I prefer to work and solve problems by my own self, I merely rely on myself to navigate through life, yeah there are few friends and acquaintances that you meet on your path and help you or you helping them out (A sense of cooperation), which is sure good and important, but I prefer independence, as in gathering the knowledge and skills to navigate through life up in par with principles.
- What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
From what I can gather, I see the past as the history of my own life, whether it is experiences or impressions I had of certain moments in my life, sometimes the past can act as a teacher of sort, teaching me what I should and worked out, and to avoid things that have failed, I may sometimes be nostalgic to certain periods of time which I would hold those moments as of dear importance of who I am.
While I can sometimes enjoy the present moment and thing about the future, I think the past is of uttermost importance since it holds your own life history, and without having the knowledge of your past experiences, it would be like navingating life on autopilot without any form of determination or learning.
- What are your aspirations?
In honesty, I feel as though I do not know what my aspirations are, I feel though there is nothing to aspire for beside living your best life to the fullest and enjoying the adventure it brings, life is an adventure, with It's hardships, challenges and obstacles being thrown at you that you need to solve, at this moment I think the best I aspire to is to survive and prove to myself that I am capable.
- What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
To live in mediocrity, to feel as though I dont measure up to my own truth and principles. I simply do not want to be seen as inferior to others or to be proved to being as one, or that I am seemingly too ordinary to others and not warrant attention from others.
- How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
I guess if It's something important, I can mull over it, I want to make sure the decision that I made is decisive enough, so I wouldn't want to "Change" my mind later on and realise that I made a mistake.
- How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
I'm fairly guarded with my emotions, I simply do not let them manifest externaly, as I keep my emotions and feelings to myself. Firstly first, I consider public emotional expressions to be a form of weakness, something that holds you back from rationaly assesing the situation, I function best when I have mental clarity and arent being cluttered with petty emotions, though I tend to have situations where I may explode in bursts of extreme emotions which is something that I sometimes have difficulty controling and do my best to avoid.
- Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
My thought process is simply assesing whether the information they provided is correct or not. So If I disagree with something and they want my input on it, then I would state that I disagree and provide my reasons. There is simply no reason to just blindly go against telling the truth.
- Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you?
That depends on how the Authority is behaving. Usualy I have respect towards authority (And typicaly get rather well along with them) because you already know that if they have authoritarian position, it means they are competent in handling in being in an authoritarian position, so I put my trust on authority that would help me with solving problems, whether they are practical concerns or mediate through conflicts.